dear god,
im not going to ask you why are you testing me like this.
im not going to ask you why this is happening to me.
but Allah S.W.T , im going to ask you to give me strength
to face the challenge and keep my head held high.
god, please guide me to go through all this. send me
guidiance from above. lead me to the right path.



I have to stay strong, i cant show him that he got me well.
why i keep on failing? why i keep on losing?
why i cant make it to the end? why are others always on top of me?
why cant i get what i want? why cant i be like them who always win?

there are a lot of things runing through mind