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note to god. Y Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:26 AM dear god,
im not going to ask you why are you testing me like this. im not going to ask you why this is happening to me. but Allah S.W.T , im going to ask you to give me strength to face the challenge and keep my head held high. god, please guide me to go through all this. send me guidiance from above. lead me to the right path. I have to stay strong, i cant show him that he got me well. why i keep on failing? why i keep on losing? why i cant make it to the end? why are others always on top of me? why cant i get what i want? why cant i be like them who always win? there are a lot of things runing through mind Game Plan Y Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 9:38 PM  You Dont Know What I Know.i may not know the reason why but i do know what are you up to. i have my own game plan too baby. Thank you hafiz for the tips ;D Big Girls Dont Cry Y Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 11:57 PM  Grief-stricken but im strong(:People come and go. sometimes they comeback. if i have a choice i dont want people to come if i know they will leave. doesnt matter if they will come back in future. However, i wish that one day i could say goodbye easily as if it is one of my forte. you cant have all at once, but you could give it all at once. why must things be the other way round? why cant we have things the way we wanted it to be. why do we have to go through the worst before we could get to the best? its hard to make our life better when problems just keep coming our way. slowly one by one leave, leaving you alone. isnt it nice to know that someone is there for you all the time although the person could not do anything to help you make the situation better? but when the person leave situation got worst. as long as i know my parents are still here for me, i know imnot going through this alone. thank god for them and i hope He will not take them away from me. Though there are times when i hate them, when i wish they are not my parents i still love them and i know i couldnt live without them by my side. i have come into conclusion that i could not trust anyone. Goodbye, till we meet again. love, Y Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 11:52 PM lets pray hard that i could get all my things done today(:
 Y Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 7:47 AM         Y @ 12:32 AM  so tireeeed. last night movie marathon until 4 am . once haziq stepped out of the house sister was like " i want to sleep" enter my room and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. stupid brother wake me up at 2! i was bloody tired ad sleep . the first thing i did was check my eyebag! hahhahahh . dad want to watch movie. he say he go out to get the ticket. so i text him to check what time is the show he said 5. then he ask me to get ready so can buy the ticket. then he go out for what siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. then sister question was "i hve tution. engh time?" thats when i dont have the mood to go out. fuuuuck all the shit alright . i wanted to go shopping alone today. bt cancel because of this and that. tomorrow i want to go uhh! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Y Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 9:48 PM I LOVE MY SISTER VERY MUCH
SHE IS HOT THE BEST SIS EVER. Y @ 12:10 PM supp.
its already 3 am still awake. :c Y @ 10:56 AM wow! this will be my 100th ppost.
ok ..... hmmm . BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC IS DYING! see you in hell Fucker! Y @ 1:04 AM still waiting. Y Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 9:06 PM  Y @ 8:56 PM    third picture soo..... ermsss. people like me will have the same thinking ;D i was so sleepy i woke up at 7 straight away mandi. i know i was going to be late. so texted babylove. blablabla. reaok school waste time in the toilet. heard strange noise. when i heard the first sound i was like "oook...." the second sound scare me! apa lagi ? amek bag jalan ahh. babylove was still in the toilet! hehhehe :D and ... mr quak super childish! and random! hahhahahhah . after school breakfast mcm biasa all of us want to heeeh. bt tdy idk why my perut so strong. ok , goodbye:D wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Y @ 10:02 AM  haiyaaa . it took me about 3 hours to complete 3 poa questions! suck right ? i know. i need more practice. i think the reason i have been sleeping with my sister is that i feel so lonely? usually i have someone to text me at night. bt now... bc is changing now and i hate his change. most guys have the attitude that they have to impress the girl at first then when they get the girl already they like KO . what to do ??? Y @ 9:23 AM      Y Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 9:02 PM   look at the mirror. theres nothing to be reflected actually.... hmmmmmmmmm. whats that? its like illusion picture. if you could see properly its a zoom in of a pair of eyes. look at THE WHOLE mirror. the white thing is the eye lense. and when my sister saw the thing it was MOVING! i put two picture so that comparison could be done. look at the difference. i switch on the lights during both conversation. Y @ 11:26 AM     Y @ 11:10 AM   Y @ 11:01 AM   Y @ 10:53 AM   YOU SUCK, BYE! Y @ 3:48 AM  Y @ 3:12 AM  extention baby. chey. haha . hello . i have been online-ing 24/7. sucks. kay, tomorrow collecting hw and i have to get it done! thursday have poa class. handsome teacher ^^ im so happy as i jst chatted w eheeem. holiday very tired. imnot sure why? i hate typical ! seriously. i dont know why? talking about typical .. imnot going to shop at cotton on, hula and co, max and more, forever 21, topshop(see how) cotton on has become SOOOOO COMMON just like mango basic :C hula and co not that common but.. i dont know why same goes to max and more. forever 21 & topshop BECAUSE A LOT O TYPICAL PEOPLE HAVE BEEN GOING THERE TO SHOP! lastly , ive changed my make up to estee lauder. but its hard for me to say goodbye to mac eyeliner.but i have to .. soon . i just read one typical girl blog and she said she is using MAC BLUSHER! damn it! life updates! most girls thought that to get over a guy is to get a replacement. yes, including me. i need a break. i need to focus more on my education. i have not been doing well lately. this holiday since eheem have some problems of his own. and BC always busy im going to spend my time wisely by STUDY & SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY(: BC,so boring ... everytime " ill text you back. i got stuff to do" &&&&& he expect me to text him first! imnt a despo and i have much better things to do. you dont text me then i wont text you. if you think that i dont want to talk to you anymore then thats your problem. BECAUSE I WONT TEXT YOU FIRST BLOODY DUMBASS. BC is a hot&cold. ad somebody told me not to put hopes on him and dont trust him. i wont put hopes on the guy unless.. i really like the guy. he is CUTE but that doesnt mean i like him hooor. ok , i need to mndi and spend time alone in the toilet . hehheheh . goodluck to syarul,kama and alfian for takraw trial. insyaallah, amin(: |
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