AFIQAH ILIHAQQ
Mixed Up Y
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 6:09 AM


How come everything turns out
Leaving me with more doubts
I feel like I´m upside down
And I don´t wanna be here

I go right
Should have gone left :C
And I say things
I should of not said
Look at me in this big mess
I don´t want to be here

Everything I do
Is making me more confused
it used to be easy
All I had to be was me
Now I´m mixed up

Everywhere I go
Is somewhere that I don´t know
I´m hoping that I´m dreaming
Cuz I'm sick of this feeling
I´m mixed up
Somebody help me


Tell me how to fix this
I´d trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life
and get it right



hold me
tell me
Everything´s gonna
Be okay
Cuz today
It feels like I won´t
Make it to the top now
Don´t know how to get outta this

i hate it when i made the wrong decision.
crying myself to sleep wont help but
atleast i felt better. nobody cares because
nobody asked me why i woke up with swollen eyes.
sigh.

dene love &kak meera ,
thank you so much for being there when i needed you
the most. thank you for listening to my problems
all the time. love you vvv much!






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Y
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 4:27 AM

dont tell me to eat more. watch my diet and stuff.
seriously.
and i dont care if you want to say flat chest or no butt or whatever.

i dont care if in the end i have to eat using a tube or whaaat.


bye.bye.bye.

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im tired of making ou happy. Y
@ 4:18 AM

Im tired of receiving "text you later"
im tired of texting "are you done yet"
im tired of this situation.

those (: was suppose to be ...-_-

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AFIQAH ILIHAQQ 15. (:
30 September 1995
I dont play to get even.
I play to win ;D
its win-lose situation baby
ill win, youll lose


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