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Y Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 6:27 AM just come back from airport.
went airport with aunty , kak lala , refdee & arfy. arfy so hot la kan ! in the morning went john little with caca then head to burger king to have our breakfast cum lunch. kaay . bye(: Y Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 5:04 PM i had insomnia last night .
so played phone challenge. 5 random words by sister -donkey -monkey -money -kettle one more word i forget after playing the game i still cannnot sleep! & i dont know why i keep on thinking about __I__ & __D__ to them , im sorry for everything. happy belated birthday. Y Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 7:14 PM airaah`s sugar song make me sad :C i become emo everytime i hear the song. kakak jealous i went out with ahtape yesterday. hahahhahaha ! us : * enter white sand me : eyy , tkmu uhh . kita masuk dri blakng so kita terkejut kn aisyah. at : ahh . kk . me : *stop at yoghurt shop me : aloooooooooooooooooooong ! fiqa naaaaak ! at : tak halal laaaa. jalan2 us : *reach mccafe at: OI! sis : eyy. krg g ane ? me : :P us : nak order apa eyy ? me : mana paling mahal eyyy . at : shout at me. me : hahaha. klaah. paling susah nak buat me : d.choc uhh . sis hate it when people order double choc. hahahha! us : walk towards ntuc me : i want this watch ! at : srh uhh _____ belikan . me : -_- me : buy for meeeeeeeeee! at : NO! me : yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees! at : I SAY NO MEANS NO! then the people behind ask talk about us at : WHAAAAAT ?WHAT ? WHAT ? daaaaaaamn paiseey . enter ntuc at : jom kita amek bakul mcm datuk2 at : *take basket and put on my head me : OOOOOOOOOOOOI! reach vegetable place at : *take one vegetable at : ketuk kepala baru tau! jadi mcm org kt beach road. me : tak baik seeeeeeey ! reach sushi counter at : ARIKATO. me : nak nii ! at : show at the sweet corn * at : tak masuk akal seyy bende ni! me : alooooooooooooooooong! nak ni! nak ni! at : ada duit kaan ! me : tak de laa! reach counter at : aunty scan this also . aunty : cannot laaa . me : eyy !my wallet ! aunty : this one no barcode at arcade at : see la aunty this one cheat my money only . me : :D & we spend $5 on basketball . we finished up our money on that game. hahah ! thanks ahtape (: please visit me every weekened! Y Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 6:02 PM 5 more days and im moving out from here :C
im soooo going to miss mum & dad(: hopefully parents will come visit me every weekened! mum didnt give me money today ! thank uhh mum ! hahhaha . sunday will be the last day i update my blog. why ? because imnot bringing my computer & internet connection go there! hahah . i miss last year! not so much . but yeah . Y Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 5:27 PM yesterday was great i guess ?
went out around 10 rush to tamp have breakfast at LJS . head to lavender to do Ahtape uniform. the person ask to come back 30 mins later. sit downn at the foodcourt. eat & drink makcik : *go inside toilet makcik : *exit toilet makcik : *salah toilet la cu .... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn funny! i saw the whole thing . then head to bugis B-O-R-E-D went to iluma . B-O-R-I-N-G ahtape and sis book jeannifer`s body ticket. THANKS UHH! ahtape promised to change the movie if i cannot buy. thanks ahtape. -_- mrajok with them . they blanja coffee bean ! tau pon pujuk . then buat hal lagi. so i run away from them. went to mrt station . waited for adnand. text msg from adnand: afiqah i meet you at city hall can ? i lazy get off the train. so went to city hall ... saw this sweet looking girl inside the train. i thought she is not friendly. surprisingly when i smile at her she smile at me back . hahhaha . waited for adnand ... adnand terlajak ! have to wait for him loonger. waited .waited. called mum while waiting . then adnand arrived. & i saw clip on his hoodies ! daaaaaaaaaaamn funny! went to wisma . nothing nice . -_- walk around lucky plaza. adnand mati2 nak kfc. so went to far east . eat for a while. then meet mum . SORRY ADNAND! went subway to eat dinner . kaaaaaaaaaaaaay . bye ! Y Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 6:42 AM i cant wait to move out from here .
"you dont even bother to look at my results" dad: you never show me ? i dont even know you got it back alr . me: common sense uhh . i get last day of school. dad: you say school havent finish ? me: then i never go school uhh for this week ? UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURGH ! Y @ 5:20 AM thank god i get into 3NA .
i cant believe im secondary 3 next year . hahaha . im not sure the what the reason i have been fighting with my parents these few days. esp mum . i want them to treat all their children FAIRLY. F-A-I-R-L-Y ! are they even trying ? its not fair that sister and brother get new room new stuff blashits & all. & theres nothing new i get . sister got the type of room i want . fuck off. mum have been saying that we need to save money as we are doing renovation. hello mother . we save money then you spend . sedaaaaaap! buy your jeans all . stop saying ive change . ok ? im just going to ignore whatever you said . scene 1 me:i want to buy dress mum:ignore me:yeah laa. only adib&aisyah scene 2 me: i want new bed& table. mum: ignore scene 3 me: i want starbucks mum:ignore me:seeeeee . everytime i talk you ignore . me:*walk down the stairs mum:whaat? me:urgh. forget it . dad: you want to buy or not ? me: forget it laaa. just walk . dad: want to buy for you dont want me:*walk off and look for the car scene 4 me:i want buy clothes mum:ignore me: * roll eyes dad:see you ignore her again . dad:what clothes you want ? me: ignore seee what i mean " afiqah , you just break up is it ? why since exam you everytime sulk " -dad to dad : O-M-G . you know im like this since exam so its OBVIOUS ! there something got to do with exam. whatever................! Y Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 6:16 AM i have no intention to make
my dad look so bad on my previous post i just want to let go everything. i sick of crying myself to sleep. ot has been 4 days straight. share it with someone? i TRIED sharing with someone who i trust but the person dont seems to care because her life is so opposite of mine so i know she wont know how i feel. Thanks kak zainab(: Y @ 5:14 AM I have been crying these few days .
want to call me cry baby ? sure ago ahead. but think before you call me one. whats the reason i cry ? for fun ? seek attention ? theres reason why i have been crying these few days. dont blame pms. dont say that i dont know how to control my emotions. dont say that im pampered. i was crying when dad entered my room he asked me to talk to him . in my heart " i have been crying for four days straight and now then you want to talk to me ? " blaaablaaa blaaa..... "youre making your life miserable this way" that is what my dad said. to dad : miserable ? my life is full of misery dad . let me repeat FULL. i dont see the point of me having a good time of life because i know i will end up crying. dad , remember the last time we talked heart to heart ? you promised me that i will get freedom ? you promised me that you would understand me better ? where is that promise ? are you still holding on to your words ? freedom ? your giving me unreasonable curfew. since sister is busy working i cant go out because i have to take care of my brother. stop saying you understand me when you really dont. you really dont dad. you dont know how i suffer. you dont know why i suffer. stop saying you are proud of me when you really dont. how can you be proud of me when you have not seen my report book ? & dont say you have seen my report book . you said that you will try to be fair . you said that you will try to be a type of father that i want. i dont want you to compare me with other people. i dont want you to expect me to be the best because all i can do is do my best . i need your support & motivation dad. reward. mum bought kak long stuff. but neither mum nor you get me something as a reward. nothing much i want to ask from you dad. all i asked is you to hold on to your words. "im so proud of you" that is just a clishe. i know . thank you kak meera. i really hope you understand me & know how i feel . i love you vv much ! to people who call me a cry baby / who ask me to stop crying : WHATEVER Y Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 7:57 PM Im not in the mood to laugh or do anything
that can make me happy. seriously. i just want to cry! im afraid that if i laugh a lot then im not able to laugh/smile on thursday! a maths , poa , d&t ? hmmm . Not d&t please . bake muffin this morning. daaaamn early. i got nothing better to do . going to singapore idol again this week. i dont have any green top ! i get irritated if people text me want to prank. get a life. if you think i want to go on with the flow . you thought wrong. if you think im interested ? sorry hunny, im not interested at all. yesterday went to chalet for Irfan`s birthday. The playroom daamn fun . haha . ala & i cuci mata uhh apa lagi . then somebody ask we all to go back to the chalet. Ahmad: mana sezairi ? mana? mana ? muaz: oh , dia cakp klw nk jumpa kene amek kan air. ahmad: okok . agil: siapa lagi nak air ? me: hahahha ! beyloo ! ahmad : hug sezairi* sezairi : macam da kenal lama . ahmad: point to himself* ni beli dia(sezairi) kecik kan ? sezairi : banyak bobal uhh dia nie. DAAAAAAAMN FUNNY .AHMAD so cute . gtg noow . i want to sleeeeeeeep! xoxo Labels: i need a break |
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